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Kathi Foy's avatar

Wow, you capture so much in this piece. Thanks for sharing a bit of your life with us and the power of music to stir memories. You are a talented storyteller.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Thank you very much Kathi...

Cathy Alter's avatar

Oh, this one broke my heart.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Thank you for reading.

Roshni Robert's avatar

What a beautiful and painful story. Thank you for your telling it

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

I appreciate you reading it.

Kathleen Remund's avatar

What a tender, sweet, beautiful remembrance. Thank you!

Lora Chilton's avatar

This is a beautiful piece and brought back so many sweet memories. Thank you.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

We have to cherish those memories. Thank for reading.

Polly Walker Blakemore's avatar

My daughter is also epileptic so this hit close to home.

Kristin Ohlson's avatar

My son, too.

Deborah Sosin's avatar

What a poignant essay. Gorgeous writing and, oh, the details of the concert day! Wonderful. I'm a little older but the Jackson 5 and Michael's solo career were very much a part of my teen years and beyond. Thanks for these vivid memories.

Jodi Sh. Doff's avatar

I had always misheard the lyrics as:

Oh, baby, give me one more chance (to show you that I love you)

Won't you please let me back in your heart….

>>Oh, darlin', I would fly to Mexico (let you go, baby)

But now that I see you in a thong. (I want you back) <<

There will always be a thong and Mexico in my heart when I think of young Michael. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

LOL...now that's a different take. Thanks for reading.

Heather's avatar

My grandson is epileptic (since he was in middle school) and it’s not an easy life.

I’m so sorry you lost Helen. I wish you had been told properly about her dying. Her memory and a piece of musical history lives on in your lovely story.

Sue Sutherland-Wood's avatar

SO good and so much that stays with the reader - extremely moving. I am sorry for your loss, though many years have passed.

Just A+ Content Guy's avatar

There’s something achingly tender about the way music loops us back to people we thought time had safely packed away.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Ain't that the truth.

Andy Romanoff's avatar

Oh Michael, What wonderful writing, and what powerful memories!

I was working the job that day Michael got caught in the flames. We were off to the side and after the flash and smoke couldn’t see directly what was going on because there were so many people rushing in, but as the news spread, everyone’s hearts were in their throats. They shut down production, of course, and we unloaded the film and gave it to them. Then we packed our equipment in the truck and stood in the parking lot for a long time, suddenly free but not ready to leave, stunned by the impossibility of it. By the time I got home, the whole world knew about it.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Wow...I can't imagine how scary it must've been. Thank you for the kind words about the essay.

Polly Walker Blakemore's avatar

What bittersweet recollections. Thank you.

Alexa Joy Sherman Young's avatar

Tears. What beautiful and heartbreaking memories, so vividly shared. Thank you 💕

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Thank you very much Alexa.

Zibiquah's avatar

I loved the Jackson Five when I was growing up, I can relate to the love of his young voice, the group vibe and his phenomenal solo music career. I loved it all too. Thanks for this beautiful story of love and loss at such a young age.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Thank you very much for reading the story and your kind word.

Doreen Frances's avatar

It brought me back to my childhood, watching The Jackson 5 cartoon show on Saturday mornings, with their music as the backdrop of life. When someone passes away so young, they remain forever young, while we age; however, the music brings us back, if only for a short time. This was a truly touching and loving tribute to Helen.

Michael A. Gonzales's avatar

Thank you for reading Doreen. Also...the J5 cartoon was the best.